Those times when depression hits... Hurts worse every time... Please help me... As a friend.

My depression is stronger than ever, so I need your help to fight it. Once and for all. Scratch is the only place I feel I belong. I'm a weirdo, a jokester, a hopeless case, some may call me an idiot. I'm lazy, depressed, and alone. Even as we speak I'm slowly crumbling to dust from the stress.