Sorry if you didn't want to be invited. I invited all my followers.

Hello. I'm someone who is:

-Awkward
-Depressed
-Weeaboo
And more.
But I haven't been like that forever.

One thing about me is that most of my true, original personality is GONE.
I changed myself for so many people that I've got only a bit of my true personality left. I forgot most of the true personality.

I remember the first time I changed for someone..
I was in kindergarten. My best friend was named Holly. Her favorite colors were pink and purple. Mine was green. I changed my favorite color for her, and it remains: Today, my favorite colors are pastel pink and pastel purple.

My friend at school once said, "You have no reason to be depressed. You have a great life at home."

But I never told her this. And she will never find out. She'll say something about me being a 'copycat' or simply leave. She never showed sympathy and KEPT it. I wish I had told her to CUT THE ACT.

But I didn't.

So I'm stuck here.

Forever.

I never told anyone.

But one friend.

I guess now I'm telling hundreds upon thousands of people who have access to it.

If I could fix it, I would. I don't know how, though.

All I really know is, I kept one thing.
I want to help people.
When I can't help, I feel useless and worthless. I'm so sorry if I can't help you and you're sad. I wish I could help...

Yes, I might act happy, but that's one of my many masks. I make studios like this so I'm not bottling up my feelings because that makes it worse.