So lately I've been really depressed and I just wanted to share this with you guys.. I've been feeling like I'm a failure on my riding and Scratch. I've been loosing views and all that, but that also may be due to me not getting on lately.... I've wanted to get on, but I'm caught up in home-school work, but thankfully I only have one more week, and I have to constantly go to the barn cause Abby doesn't act right, and sometimes I have to feed, and I apologize..... But I've really been trying... ans the reason I feel I'm failing with riding is because Abby, when I test rode her in PA was a completely different horse there, now here, she acts green. And it's scaring me, cause many of my friends have been tricked before... And my anxiety has been holding me back from riding.... So yea.....