i just cant anymore... i just can't... i hate life (not saying im doing you know what. i think i have a life to live) i used to be a happy person... i used to bring joy to people... i miss that feeling... i just feel like everything's my fault... i feel like everyone i know is getting covid... i've already lost so much... i lost someone who was my best friend even if it was just a stupid cat... i lost my sister (shes not dead she just ran away) and now it feels like im losing everyone... i lost 3 people during this time... i just wish i could see them again... i never got to say goodbye... im sick of the hate and despair on this website... it drives my depression into full gear... and im sick of that... it breaks my heart... one more tiny crack in my heart will BREAK it... its ok im useless

you can make projects to cheer me up... but i just can't anymore...

dont add projects unless they are gifts