I know, I know, I should not drag you into MY problems, but I just need someone to talk to about this, even if I CAN talk to my mom about this, which I also do, but....
The LAST thing I need right now is a lot of bullying and hate, cause I have other BIG problems in life too that I need to handle myself! So please show some respect!
Also sorry for the invite, but its like 10+ people's username, PFP, I need to remember right now, plus a lot of school-things and more, so you need to understand that you cant get what you want everytime, especially not from me if you don't want studio invites! I am not gonna make much more studios from now, cause I have too many followers to invite, and it takes really much time for me to invite ALL of you!
Okay, so I have distance school, because of Covid-19 and we get some tasks from our teachers through "teams"
I had the lesson when you write, write stories or maybe facts, read and etc!
This time we (We = My class) was gonna write a book with 4 chapters about ourselves!
Like how we look, were we live, how we live, about our family and friends, our childhood, things we like and dislikes etc!
My mom is helping me with my school, since I cant do it myself, because my disabilites, like ADHD and Autism etc.
And my mom change my text ALL the time, and say that I do wrong, and she add things and delete things from my text, and my head can't catch up!
(I don't know if THAT was the reason, but probably) So I got a panic attack! And I started cry REALLY MUCH!
My heart beat was up, and now I am sweating too!
I think that its just too much for me right now with bullying in school, being ignored by my whole class, teachers that kind "let it happen", too much homework, my private problems, scratch cyberbullying and yeah...
I also have problems with eating and sleeping! I dont eat breakfast or lunch, and still not hungry! I am up to 2:00 or later on the night, looking at my phone or my comp
I am NOT saying I'm gonna leave or take a break or something! Its here on scratch I wanna be! If i would ever lose scratch, I would just go and d8e LOL
But my head felt like "I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE!" and I cried really much! My mom saw that and asked if it was because that she took my computer all the time, I answered no, cause I felt that she wasn't the reason I got my panic attack!
I told her that I just didn't have the strength no more, to keep working right now.
I had a bad headache and everything just felt really difficult!
My heart beat was up in a kinda long time after I had calmed down again!
So this is what I wanted to tell ya!
SO SORRY for too long text but its hard for me to write it short LOL
I Love You, Guys! <33333