I'm leaving for real this time. Im sorry... A lot has been going on in my life right now. My great grandpa just died and my grandpa is currently dying and he's not letting go which is causing him a lot of pain. One of my friends has been hospitalized multiple times in the past few months... she acts like its fine, but i know im going to lose her soon and theres nothing i can do about it, I'm going to keep trying though. Please try not to miss me too much. Ill probably still be on aj for the rest of december but im going to have to leave that soon because of flash. I don't think I'll be back... im really sorry guys. I love you all so much! If you ever miss me just know I'm thinking of you guys.