My life on scratch is in rUins.
I can’t properly explain why I was rude, and being alive was a total mistake, I’m sorry to those I hurt...I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry. I’m sorry for not trying better, I’m sorry that you all hate me now...I’m sorry that I even joined this community just because my cousin died. Sometimes I wish I was my cousin... they have so much to live for, and now they faded away. Please stop talking to me, please don’t say anything, other people clearly hate me, and I shouldn’t be alive right now, goodbye forever probably.

I might stay, but with how people are talking to me makes my brain swirl