ik its been like 3 months since school first began for me but,, life has been sucky with it. actually the whole year has been sucky.
(bad grammar warning up ahead)
my grades are deteriorating, i have like 0 irl friends, if i go back i'll still have none, and its stressful and my schedule changes like every grading period so i miss classes sometimes.
my parents keep yelling at me and my sister and it makes me so,, angry,, i just want to yell at them and hide in my room so i can get away from all the fighting. the house feels so small now.
and an unfortunate incident back in April hasn't helped things at all. you know who you are. i cant say anything against you outright because youre all so popular and have throngs of friends to witchhunt me with. say what you want,, but just know that i hate you so freaking much. i admit i had made a huge mistake and believed a lie that hurt her, but you had no right to witchhunt and relentlessly bully me and my friend's studio. i had already worked things out with her, and apologized to you. but did i get an apology for being attacked? nonononono, i didn't. instead, you threw me into the dirt. again and again. then you left without sparing me a second thought. you probably dont even remember who i am. but i remember you. all your names, all your comments, all your profiles. i hate you. i had been lied to, but you acted like it was all,, my,, fault. so, have fun with your lives, where you can be rude to people and no one can say anything because you're all. so. perfect.
i hate you.
i probably sound like a brat at this point, so im not going to say something like, "no one cares" or whatever. i know at least some of you guys care. i love you all sm (no homo) <33
Thank you. Stay safe :)
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