I'm sorry if this is annoying to you and it seems like I'm doing this for attention-
But anyways I really don't know what to do, and now i'm very tempted to delete my account, or at the very least leave and maybe come back some time.
Anyways just let me know what you think and I'll see.
Go advertise your things here so this studio actually has a purpose.
But anyways school work has been stressful, and life has just been crappy. And Scratch once was a safe place for me, where I was actually accepted, and not constantly ignored and excluded, or harassed, or held to the standards of being a pretty, smart, skinny, trendy teenager. And i am none of those things. But now I feel like..Scratch is polluted and corrupted, and I'm kind of sick of everything now and tired of everything and tired of life.
And now I feel like nothing I do matters, and in real life, being a sarcastic fun person doesn't work because I'm too weird, and now, being, or at least trying to be a kind and good person screwed everything up. So I'm sorry universe for existing
And you can report this studio if you want, but Scratch is the only place where I can talk about this, and you people (or so I thought) were the only people I thought would listen.
SOrry for the constant mood swings and everything. SOrry for existing :). Sorry for the weird typos (tf is wrong with my keyboard)
So yea. sorry for this mess and for me. Sorry if youre annoyed by the invite, just ignore it and go on your day.
I probably wont even end up leaving permanently I'll just come back like the weak person I am. But I just keep watching my friends hang out and excludeme, i mean- my so called "best friends" are all bored with me and dont even talk to me, and everyone else has all these friends but me and I just want to be done.
I always feel like I'm forced to fake everything I do and say, and if I'm anything less than a happy dumb smiling child, then I'm a dissapointment. Like I'm not allowed to be sad or mad.
ANd don't tell me things like, just talk to your parents, because I know them. I already know they wont listen and it'll only make things worse, so ig i'll just keep living until I finally won't. And when that day comes maybe I'll finally be happy again like I used to be all those years ago. And i don't matter and I'm just a waste of time and space.
Sorry for wasting your time.