So. *ahem* This isn’t because of personal problems or anything. And I’m not gonna lie and say “oH I WaNnA fOcUs oN sCHooL-” I’m telling the truth.
So, I used to be excited to wake up because I would go on scratch.. but now a don’t feel the same way... if I wanna get of scratch for a bit I keep going back because it’s now a reflex for me.
The times I’m off scratch and doing something else that’s when I feel happy... I feel kinda bored when I’m on scratch now. I feel a bit happier if I’m doing rp’s but I’m still not that much happier.
I started from having 350 messages overnight to having 75! And a l l of the messages are studio invites...
And also a little part of it is because of school.