I'm such an idiot.
I let my girlfriend down.
I might loose her from her STUPID parents.
She said she can't talk to me unless both her parents video chat me. That means showing my face.
I don't want to! I don't want to show my face to some random strangers!
I can't tell my parents about this. They say "Online dating" is bad and unsafe. Sure it CAN be when your stupid and make poor choices!
But I KNOW my girlfriend is a real person. We talked just today! I love her too much, and I don't want to lose her.
I'm crying so much, jesus christ-
And NO. I'm not depressed! I'm not doing this for ATTENTION. I'm feeling like the worst person ever, and just want to curl up in a ball and hug the HELL out of my dog.