I have been struggling at home recently.
ive been stuck in my mind way to much , fighting myself.
arguing with myself.
i question my sanity each and everyday.
my pills i take seem not to been working anymore.
i take them because im bipolar you see.
and since my meds are not working, im struggling with my emotions. and thats if i feel anything at all.
most of the time im numb.
i fake a smile, a laugh, a cry.
just to get past each and everyday.
i am losing the battle with myself slowly.
im starting to give up hope...on everything.....